jane_and.the_dragon

 
registro: 15/04/2014
Worry about your character, not your reputation. Your character is who you are, your reputation is who people think you are. ht
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RAGES

     Rage is an unpredictable thing.  I hate when it builds inside me .   The fire was started on the 8th when my damn brother in law  said we could not go see my oldest sister on her birthday, because he was tired.   I was hurt and angry.   I got somewhat past it even though it was still simmering inside me.   Then tonight I saw something that upset me and when I tried to find out what happened, those that knew were less then helpful.   The gasoline on the fire was when I proved someone had lied to another friend of mine and my friend had believed them when they told the lie.   Tonight I got the chance to prove they lied, but was worse then the proof of the lie was being forced to bend to the liars will rather then finish what I had started.
     I hate when I get like this.   It is not a good idea for anyone to be around me when I am like this.   I do not even like myself when I am like this.   So instead of being where I really want to be I am here writing a blog trying to get rid of my anger.  There are so many times I have thought how nice it would be to be in complete control of my emotions.   Unfortunately I am Pisces control is not our thing.   One thing the fiery rage I am feeling tonight may be doing, It may be burning out some of the longing I have felt sense my birthday for things to be as they once were.  I have my issues and problems but I do not lie to friends and finding out the person I was feting about lied to a friend of ours is going to help me move past the attachment I was missing.